Some small updates. Had my second visit to my new specialist and he's still excellent. I'm not sure exactly what he wants to do with me... I basically just see him so I can occasionally get more drugs prescribed, but I'm not sure if he wants to try any radical schmancy treatments in the future. The nasal spray I mentioned last post has been fairly excellent, opened me right up. The biggest difference I've noticed is just that I can't hear myself breathe anymore. It's a little embarrassing... I'm currently transcribing a whole lot of interviews that I've been recording for my Masters degree, and it is alarming how loud my breathing and sniffing is through some of them. My fiance is grateful as well, I think a partner with a perpetually snotty nose can be quite draining....
If all the magazine hype is to be believed, the most important day of my life is happening in 3 weeks - yes, I am getting married. It's a loooooooong day - the hair lady is coming to my house at 7.15am - so I'm anticipating a bit of crash time in the afternoon. Not to worry, I did a trial for myself a few months ago with a higher dose of Modafinil and it worked a treat. Alert the whole day, achieved a lot, things went very fast, I found myself chatting like a jackhammer by the end, so it could be an interesting wedding day.... it'll all go very fast....