And it's funny because... it's like the moment I decided to step away from vet nursing and back towards education life suddenly started to feel easier. It's like my brain just went FINALLY YOU'VE COME TO YOUR SENSES!!! I saw my specialist this week and discussed the possibility of me having ADHD with him. He said, thank goodness, that due to a number of reasons (one being the fact that I didn't react well when I was taking dexamphetamine) he believes I don't have ADHD or anything else like it, and my concentration/memory stuff that's going on is quite likely brought on by the pressures of work. So I guess I'll just accept that that's how my brain is going to work for now and see how I go once I'm back to doing stuff a little less stressful.
Personally, things have really gone awesome just recently too. Kind of don't want to talk to much about it so I don't jinx it... but there's a man and he is wonderful. A little scary knowing I have to try to explain my bogus brain to someone important but... he's worth it. We'll see how it goes. For now, I'm floating on cloud nine!!