I can't do that!!! I just can't!!! I am so so tired and emotional and ridiculous. And I'm hungry because I kept sleeping through lunch and stuff the last couple of days, so I'd wake up and freak out and dash to my letures. No real food, no real sleep.... it is just doing my HEAD in. And now I've been in hiding for an hour for fear of just being unintentionally rude, which I was bordering on in my last class. This is utterly ridiculous.
Bah. To top it off all I can think about is whether I'm doing the right thing by starting this course, if I should abandon the science thing and go back to music, or teaching, or friggen juggling, or if I should just fly to Spain and hide and beg on the streets or WHAT I just need some direction!!!
I know there are people out there who read this. Give me some advice!!! I don't care who you are, tell me, what would you do??
In the meantime, here is a sleeping goat.